Saturday, November 22, 2008

Scary Dreams and Green BREAD

Don't eat green bread, it might do nothing good for you and it might not be green because of penicillin. And it might cause you to have crazy dreams like the one I had last night. I dreamed that my mother, one or two of my sisters and my wife were all in a lovely house (mansion) together. They walked down a lovely staircase with iron wrought railings and marble steps and they were all dressed in white gowns, not togas but dresses but not quite bridal gowns. A song started playing in the background - "First time I ever saw your face" by Roberta Flack. I knew the song was meant for me and I knew the song was honoring me for some reason. I wondered why and then the scene changed, to a surreal landscape with white pavement and white railroad tracks. A train was coming in the distance and because the tracks seem to wind all over the place, I could see it up close and yet not be in any danger. My mother (still in her white gown) was wandering around the tracks. oblivious to any danger, somewhat like a Tennessee Williams heroine. The other women still dressed in white were there too but only I did something. I went and pushed my mother down before she crossed the tracks just as the train came past. Then I wandered a bit and saw another stretch of tracks and I was nearly doing the same thing, wandering on the tracks with the train coming. I jumped out of the way just in the nick of time.
Then the dream ended, I woke up and felt an immense buzzing in my ears and huge (stronger than I have ever felt) pressure on the top of my head - super massive migraine pain also.
  At this point I asked for help, in the form of endorphins (which the higher self can give if a transmission is too strong and yes this transmission was too strong). Within moments, the headache went away but the memory of the dream still lingers.
So a couple of questions remain - first what does this ll mean ? and also did I eat the green bread intentionally so that I could have this dream (or be open to the message that I was receiving) ?
Either way I have to do my daily stuff and errands now so until tomorrow.
Keep dreaming,

1 comment:

Soulsearcher said...

This dream almost sounds drug induced... On the other hand, a lot of dreams seem that way. I'm glad you were able to call up some endorphins.